How time flies... Back then I was just a wee little 7 years old, crying during her first day of school. 10 years had passed, and by the 13th of July, my age will officially be 17. As I notice, my primary school life was... well, fascinating. Even though I got into a lot of trouble, getting bullied and embarrassed all the time, I managed to cope with them. As I enter secondary school, changes had taken over me. Slowly, but not as steady as you think.
I felt so lost when I was in Form 1. At that time, I am not used to the new atmosphere. Form 2, things changed a little. I was declining in my studies. However, as I entered Form 3, I started to realise something about myself, and I am so thankful to God that I achieved an excellent result for my PMR. Then, I passed through Form 4, which I thought it was going to be an interesting year for me... But I was wrong. 2010 was kind of a miserable year for me. But through out that time interval, I learned something new and more life lessons. I learned to be more understanding, and I also learned that I have a very different personality.
Now, the year 2011, I am a Form 5 student. Will be taking a major exam that will give tremendous effects on my future. This year is going to be hectic, but, it is the final year of my school life. I have to be more wise. Even though I am not the brightest student, inactive and horrible with words, I still have the potential. I need to be mentally stronger and braver. I know, I do feel out of place most of the time, because my personality and attitudes doesn't suits with the whole condition. I am the opposite of almost 90% of my friends and other people. Though it is hard to make most of them understand me. But, I don't want to actually care with the situation anymore. I just want to be what I can be best. I hope the final year of school life will go on with a lot of calm and excitement, because I am miserable throughout my secondary, as well as my primary school life.
I felt so lost when I was in Form 1. At that time, I am not used to the new atmosphere. Form 2, things changed a little. I was declining in my studies. However, as I entered Form 3, I started to realise something about myself, and I am so thankful to God that I achieved an excellent result for my PMR. Then, I passed through Form 4, which I thought it was going to be an interesting year for me... But I was wrong. 2010 was kind of a miserable year for me. But through out that time interval, I learned something new and more life lessons. I learned to be more understanding, and I also learned that I have a very different personality.
Now, the year 2011, I am a Form 5 student. Will be taking a major exam that will give tremendous effects on my future. This year is going to be hectic, but, it is the final year of my school life. I have to be more wise. Even though I am not the brightest student, inactive and horrible with words, I still have the potential. I need to be mentally stronger and braver. I know, I do feel out of place most of the time, because my personality and attitudes doesn't suits with the whole condition. I am the opposite of almost 90% of my friends and other people. Though it is hard to make most of them understand me. But, I don't want to actually care with the situation anymore. I just want to be what I can be best. I hope the final year of school life will go on with a lot of calm and excitement, because I am miserable throughout my secondary, as well as my primary school life.
